Mi Vida

4:55am: "In nonsense is strength"
I thought I'd never be the same and here I am. Alive. Happy. Content.

Today I woke up with such high hopes and a new optimism. It reminded me of how I felt back before I became a faggot and let life get to me.

I love my Izzy, friends, and family so much. I can't really say in words how much I appreciate everyone of you.

I have a good feeling about the new year.

11:40am: new york nigka!
I'm about to leave in less than an hour!

3:04am: Isabellas Birthday
Today Izzy is 3!

It was a chill day.
I dressed up izzy in this really cute outfit I bought her. Not alot of people came over but we got her a cake and she opened some of her presents.

She got a bike(from me)
Some movies, a cinderella doll, a purse with lipgloss and accessories, some books, a camera. And her cake was made by my cousin Brenda and it was all fancy.
Her actual b-day party will be next weekend on the 26th so if you can, please come over to celebrate with me!

4:43pm: I can't say it enough..
I love my Izzzy.

She is my everything.
We are so attached to one another. I depend on her as much as she depends on me.

This whole summer has been me and her.

It's pretty amazing.

3:51am: San Francisco!
So i got a dui last night i caused a 30 car pile up and 8 people died im going to jail for life fuck u guys

9:06pm: lazy days
I feel like crap.

2 pitchers, 1 jug of hef will do that to you.

Thanks Lan.

& I miss cuddling.
I guess you can say I'm just a little lonely. Haha

Fuck it, someone keep me company!

7:08pm: Random
Today at exactly 12:34:56 on 7/8/9, we'll have pure numerical order in time &date. It happens every century.

7:15pm: bucket list
Going skydiving soon!

Whoever is down to come with me, let me know. The more people the cheaper it is!

10:01am: Smashing Pumpkins Show
A-m-a-zing!

I had so much fun.

&I got my sister in for free!

I ended up having an extra ticket left but I couldn't find anyone to get the ticket in time cos it was all last minute...
We were going to give a ticket away but we kept it just to check which ticket would be closer to the front and we ended up being 7 rows from the very front.

They were PERFECT seats.

Billy Corgan is mega random but very funny.

They played a three hour set.
No opening band.
They jammed out for a while, also.

The last half of the show was all acoustic and intimate.
Most of the fans were older, that was cool.

Half way through the show, Billy told everyone "I want to thank everyone for coming out to see us, now were going to play some songs from our Adore album, everyone should sit. Everyone should sit because I could see that your all getting OLD! Just give up, just give up, your old! The 90's are just a memory now." But everyone just cheered him on and laughed.
hahaha Good times.

I'm glad I went.

Thank you, Brian, for the ticket!

2:09pm: By the way
I love the rain.

Especially today=)

Oh, and my little one finally went pee-pee-in-the-potty!

Look at my beauty...


I know I say this a lot, but I love her.

So much.

PS: I got my braces put on yesterday, I look like the biggest dork ever.
I love it. Ahahahaha!

11:21am: Festivities
I'm so excited for this weekend!
Good bands and my friends = fun times.
And, next week I'm going to Knott's scary Farm with my cousins, sister, Lee and maybe April? Anyone else down to go?

And on Halloween, I'm taking Izzy to go trick or treating and after to Celi's party!

EVERYONES GOT TO GO!

Be there or be square.

4:47pm: Made my day...
Oh man, I can't stop laughing.

So, this random guys comes into my work today from I don't know where.
And I was thinking that he was pretty cute...
So, he asks me where our bathroom is shortly after he got here.
&I'm sitting here just reading a book, minding my own business, and I hear a fart come from the bathroom so I smiled and didn't think much about it...
Then, he starts farting like crazyyy! But I mean like the longest farts I've ever heard in my life!
hahahahhahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oooohhh Poor guy, he probably has the runs and I'm here all amused by it.
Anyway, thats my story. It was funny at the time.

11:11am: Why I love Raaaain:
-Because my car is now clean...
or at least a little better then before=)

8:59am: Izzy's Birthday Party
is this Saturday at my house at 3pm...come celebrate with me!
Anyone who knows Isabella and loves her should atleast try to make it...or else!

2:38pm: Happy Birthday, my little angel<3
Today is Isabella's birthday just in case anyone didn't remember.
Today is such an important day for me.
My little one is two!
Can you believe it?!
Wow, time has gone by so fast.
Izzy's getting so big and she s trying to talk more and more everyday.
Ahhhhh, she fills me up with love and hope and everything I've been waiting for my whole life.
She loves me and I love her.

Happy Birthday, with all the love in the world!
Your mom, Linda

9:26am: World record
I got a job within a week.
YAY! I'm working with a company that sells swat gear and I'm the receptionist.
It's chill.
I started yesterday and I'm here right now.
Pays decent.
Anyway, we all gotta celebrate now cos I'm happy again.
Lets hope I could keep this job for a long time cos I need it.

12:24pm: I got fired
and everything has been going wrong since then.
The obnly cool part is not waking up early and spending time with Izzy.
I hope I find a job soon.
Those bastards gave me no warning so now I'm here again.
Looking for a job...
anyone know of any good job openings?

5:29pm: = )
After seeing my friend pretty much loose everything and still has an open heart and optimistic view on life, I realized how much I complain about stupid shit.
I also realized how much I have to loose and how far I've come along.
A couple of years ago, I was such a lost person... and thats when I met the most wonderful people in my life and they stuck it out with me through out all the hard times.
I'm just very grateful for my life and what I have.
I have a BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER who is healthy and smart.
I have wonderful friends, who have been there for me through some ruff times.
&I have my loving family... I think thats all I need for now.
I have a really good job and I'm paying off a lot of shit that needed to be taken care of.
I also have money now to splurge on myself and Izzy so thats cool.

Over all I'm grateful for all of you people who have made me who I am.
You know who you are.

9:32am: Aha! They recorded our worst race...hahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lddqaNq56aM

10:13am: The Big "Lap Cheung"!!!!!


Sunny Hills Palladium and The Big "Lap Cheung" Team - 2008






Right before our first race!


Our first race, we're team 4. Can you find me?



I think this was the second race, we're team 3 on this one...I'm in it too. I look all stupid... haha


After the race


Soaking wet!

5:20pm: U.S. National Dragon Boat Racing Championship!
This weekend was amazing!
I really love dragon boating.

I wanna join a team or make one of my own.

Celest ended up being in it with me cos we needed an extra person and she was super DOWN!!!
I'm thankful that she was there to experience it with me.
I love you, girl.

Eddie and Tony showed up to the first races.
&Thanks for showing up guys, it really made my day to see you two.

We went walking to Ruby's after our first race and had a BOMB breakfast.

Over all we placed 3rd place...
I don't even care, honestly.
The experience was all worth it.
I'm kind of sad that it's over cos I really like doing this.
Anyway, If anyone is down to join a team let me know.
Tony and Eddie are down for sure, so I heard.

Anyway, life seems pretty chill these days.
I'm kind of tired from this weekend but it feels good.

4:49pm: DRAGON BOAT RACE!!!
Is next Saturday, anyone wanna cheer for me and my team?
It's in Long Beach and it starts at 12pm,it should be fun...
My team is gunna win for sure cos we're racing against some stupid high school kids cos we suck
HAHA.
I'm excited!

3:55pm: Pictures from Dragon boat practice#1

12:25pm: work out!
So, I started working out this week and at first the next day I was super sore every where but yesterday I worked out and today I woke up super energized!!!
I'm glad I could still run at a steady pace.
I need to do this for my health and to stay in shape.
Woot woot!
I'm gunna be all fit by the end of this summer, just watch!

10:43am: Well, I had a goodtime...
It was so nice to see so many familiar faces and getting rowdy with my girls;)

I think alot of my friends are growing up but at the same time it almost seems like everyone is growing apart.

I knew it would eventually happen, but dang, I think everyone is turing really bitter and it sucks cos I don't want anyone to let life get them down, especially my friends!

We're all supposed to be open minded, accepting, and united!
Please don't break that up.
I know I'm not the ruler of the world but if it was up to me, I'd say "let's just all get along!"
I know that might sound stupid but , really, not too many people are getting along and it's bumming me out.

I love you guys.